Christmas thoughts
The end of term is hours away, and I find myself wondering what the new year is going to bring. So many possibilities: new people to meet, and others to leave behind. But before the new year can begin, the old one must finish and this ending does not quite feel like the one I had hoped for. I had imagined peace of mind: essays written, coursework marked, research well and truly underway, and a placement neatly secured. Instead, the hustle and bustle of real life has taken my Christmas preparation from confident to panicky. Nothing feels complete with only days to go until the big day. There’s no real help on offer, and of course, the ever-increasing mental load. If only Next had delivered my order yesterday as promised. If only I didn’t have a full house and could actually clean it. And if only the threat of Santa not coming were true, terrifying all tenants into submission. This year will be different. For once, we are not hosting Christmas dinner at home, but eating out in a b...