Results Day on the Hottest Day of the Year.
On the hottest day of the year, while waiting for my school to shut, I had a message from my Uni girl reminding me that it was results day. Over the past few months, we have had so many upheavals: losing my father-in-law to cancer, having to make decisions about immunotherapy for our five-year-old, and making life-changing decisions regarding employment. Those results felt like another anxiety I couldn’t quite deal with at that moment. Once home, in the cool, air-conditioned bedroom, I braced myself for possible disappointment. Not only did I want to do well, which I guess pretty much everyone wants, but I also wanted to justify my hard work and my return to study to my in-laws, who have seen this move as ridiculous, or even a waste of time. For me, it is neither. For me, it is finally slaying the imposter syndrome demon that has lived rent-free in my head for as long as I can remember. I have always felt that some professions were clearly out of reach for me. Anything medical fe...